Last night I finally broke down, I couldn’t take anymore. I had some much stuff in side of me that I couldn’t take it and I just let everything out. I don’t know what’s going on with me. I feel like I am braking in to pieces and everything I do it just coming out bad. I don’t know, I feel like I am not my self anymore or something. I just feel weird for some reason I really don’t know what I am doing. I need to get my shit together