But That's What Makes It Fun

I will never forget how much you meant to me and how little I meant to you.

Park of me wants safety, wants to go back to how things were, to a life that I could predict, where I know how life is going to be. And the other part of me wants to go somewhere else, into the unknown.

With every goodbye, I can feel my hopeless romantic ideals slowly slipping away. It scares me.

Maybe we have to break everything to make something better out of ourselves.

Last Night going to Fabiola Party

I finally got my Tap to work, now I could travel with out worrying about money. Thinking of going out and just take pictures of things or what ever I could find. I have new project in mind that I want to start working on it (hopefully soon).

Last night memories...

One of the best love songs ever made.









Another best love song ever made


I am in love with this song...





I think i will make a new play list... :D

I don’t know what you’ve done to me, but I know this much is true: I wanna do bad things with you.

Last time was really fun at Fabiola party. I saw many people I haven’t seen since my b-day party. But I left early from it though, I don’t know I just didn’t feel like staying there for a long time. I just wanted to home and just hit the bed. I guess I was tired from the night before. But beside all of that I really had a good time.

Fabiola and I

The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart. —Helen Keller

Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life. You give them a piece of you. They don’t ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like ‘Maybe we should just be friends’ or ‘How very perceptive’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. Nothing should be able to do that. Especially not love.

Love me without fear, trust me without questioning, need me without demanding, want me without restrictions, accept me without change and desire me without inhibitions.

I always wonder why I never met you before I did, and why we never got the chance to start earlier than we did. Then I realized I met you the exact second I was ready to truly appreciate you.

Cause even if it breaks your heart to be just friends, if you really care about someone, you’ll take the hit.

You know what I think hurts the most? The feeling of being replaced. It’s like no matter what you did, it wasn’t enough. And no matter what you do to try and capture their heart again, doesn’t seem to work. And you’re suddenly left thinking that you’ll never be enough. And a sudden sadness captures your heart that never really leaves.

My Friend Albert and I before we went to Circus last night.

Last night I finally broke down, I couldn’t take anymore. I had some much stuff in side of me that I couldn’t take it and I just let everything out. I don’t know what’s going on with me. I feel like I am braking in to pieces and everything I do it just coming out bad. I don’t know, I feel like I am not my self anymore or something. I just feel weird for some reason I really don’t know what I am doing. I need to get my shit together

I had a weirdest dream ever today but I cant remember.

In other new:
I am happy today, I don’t know why but I just woke up really happy. I guess I finally got to the point that I really don’t cared anymore. All I needed was to just look forward and not look back.

So betches lets the party began!

Cause even if it breaks your heart to be just friends, if you really care about someone, you’ll take the hit.

The truth is, everybody is going to hurt you, you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for

something i did a long time ago.

"I guess that's what makes a friendship last, the memories, good ones, and bad ones." - David

And is true that’s what make a really good friendship. I know over about the past years I have been a really bad friend. All this time I been telling my self I been a good friend in which I am not. I been lying to my self all this time. I guess I shouldn’t be to hard on my self. People change, people make mistake no one is perfect. Is not that I am being a bad friend is just that I feel this way even since what happen last time. Even my closet guy friend told me what I did was really wrong and I guess I didn’t saw it that way. I saw it like I was doing something good but it wasn’t. all I could do now is try to make everything better even is not the same anymore at least I know I gave it my best.

my favorite photographer new work

Music doesn’t lie. If there is something to be changed in this world, then it can only happen through music.

Yay I am finally going to see my friend Albert!..

i used to listen to this song back then when i was a kid.. =D

I want to have fun. I want to shine like the sun. I want to be the one that you want to see. I want to knit you a sweater. I want to write you a love letter. I want to make you feel better. I want to make you feel free.
Joni Mitchell

Sometimes you’re afraid to become a couple because you’re afraid of losing what you already have with that person. But life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don’t be a person who has to look back and wonder what they could have had. No one waits forever.

I love waking up to a Good Morning text by you.

The sun is always shining even on a rainy day!

I love to love but only if u let me love..but can I be loved?..well..I think so.

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