Sunday, October 4, 2009
I feel like I am no longer the same person I used to be. Sometime I don’t even understand who I am anymore. I don’t know what to do anymore I feel like just giving up but I know that is not the best way. Beside I don’t give up I keep fighting but I wonder how long I can take it. Maybe I am this way because I keep everything to myself and I don’t open to anyone and the best way to open up is just by writing. I am not emotion or depressed because I love my life and I am really happy about it but for some reason I feel there’s more to this life but I don’t know what it is...... maybe I should just stop listening to my depressing music..lol but no matter what happen I know I will find what I am looking for.
