Why am I feeling this again? This is the second time that I just broke down. Can’t help it but I miss you so much! I wish I had one more chance just to talk to you. I really thought you were out from my heart but still in my mind but I was wrong. You never really left you still in my heart and I can’t stop thinking about you. You really meant something to me and I shouldn’t do the things I did. You were always there and you never gave up on me even when I gave you a hard times. What I did has no forgiveness but I didn’t do thing wrong it was just a movie and a dinner as friends. Oh Beans how much have I miss you.