Have you ever had a moment when you’re with the one person in the world you want to be with and the wind is blowing through your hair and the song that just describes your entire soul happens to come on and then the person you happen to want to be with happens to love the same song and suddenly you realize you’re listening to it together and no matter how crazy your life has gotten, there’s this one moment, this perfect moment where you could just say that no matter what happens nothing can take this moment away from me… and then something does.
— Roswell

When you lose someone you love, you never get over it. You just get used to it.

In some way this how I live my life. I live it to the fullest with out no one stopping me.

One of my favorite song from Joy division - Ceremony. Cover song by New Order.

Old School Photoshop

"‘I love you’ means that I accept you for the person that you are and that I do not wish to change you into someone else. It means that I do not expect perfection from you—just as you do not expect it from me. It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times. It means loving you when you’re in a bad mood or too tired to do the things I want to do. It means loving you when you’re down—not just when you’re fun to be with. ‘I love you’ means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them—asking in return only that you do not judge me for mine. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love enough not to let go. It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly, and hoping that you feel the same way for me."

Let Fly Together

My internet didn’t work last night, so I couldn’t update. Anyways I went bike riding yesterday. I went all the way from my house to Long Beach. For some reason I just wanted to go out and take pictures, so I did. I even stop some people to let me take pictures of them, it felt good for some reason. Later that day I went to a coffee shop that a friend took me once last year. Then I went to my friend house in which I haven’t seen in years but he wasn’t there. His mom was there, so like always I went and talk to her until he came home. We went to his room and talk until I have to go home. It took the metro home because I was tire of riding my bike. I saw my friend Briana from my English class. I talk to her until I had to get out from the metro. So I got home with out internet so I couldn’t update.

Go date all those guys. Go date whoever your heart desires. Because eventually when you’re done with all those guys, you’ll find that none of them really loved you. And then you’re going to think about me, and how much I loved you. You never even gave me one chance, and you’re going to want a try. But you know what?I’m not going to be there this time.
- unknown

One day you will ask me what I love more, you or my life, and when I say my life you will walk away from me without knowing that you are my life.

— Unknown

“ Be mindful what you toss away, be careful who you push away, and think hard before walking away.
" - unknown

“ The two hardest things in life are saying hello for the first time and goodbye for the last time.
"- unknown

and the worst feeling in the world really is knowing that you feel something you shouldn't, for someone you should have never met.

People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that’s bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they’re afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they’re wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It’s all in how you carry it. That’s what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you’re letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.

— Jim Morrison

I don’t know what is going on with me, I am scared.

I when to the beach on Saturday and it was crazy. If you turn left the sky was all dark because the of the ashes and then if you look to your right it was all sunny. so I was kind of weird.




also I was dancing here... lol.. love it. you cant see me there because i am with the camera but i went in and dance.

Dork

Maybe i wont die alone..


Every one have skeleton in there closet..

Well Halloween night was really cool..
I went to Hector house to help him with his robot thing.. It was really fun because as soon we got out of the house every one wanted to take pictures with him. Then later I meet with some others friends and we went to West Hollywood.

As much I want to be like every person I cant. I am not like every one else. I am me and I am not going to change.

Game over!

got my ticket for SAW 5!! can wait..

love is...

my new work...

being sick really suck.

I am moving on with my life.

My life really suck with out you in it.

Love really sucks, You think you have found the right person and then less then one min everything is gone. a lot of things happen and jet you wonder if everything was your fault. You try to make it work but nothing is happing you don’t see noting changing. So what do you do then? Do you move on? Or you stay?



an old picture I took

Well I haven’t update here in a while. I been really busy this week. Monday to Thursday I was out of town and then Friday I went a kick back at a friend house. And then Saturday I went to Venice Beach and finally yesterday I went clubbing in which I got home later and when to school all tiring.

all pictures are taken by me.

I really don’t update here because I have a live journal that I use most of the time.


My Freedom

Well I am back here again. I stop using this blog because I have a livejournal account and is better because I could update with more pictures. But anyways the reason I am back because I need it for my English class. So I guess is cool because know people could see what I do every day and stuff. Also I give up on project 365. yeah I couldn't do it. maybe i will try later.

so finally one of my print is out and its for sale.

15/365
May 8,2008
bus

14/365
May 7, 2007
Face

so yesterday was really busy too but also tired so i went to bed and slept.

13/365
May 6, 2008
bored

May 5, 2008

So yesterday I couldn’t take any pictures I was really busy with school and I all so tire. But I did had a good time at Hector house. Something that I will never forget.

Why do I feel this way? Why cant I just be happy like I used to be? Hmmmmmmm……

12/365
May 4, 2008
cant take it anymore...

11/365
May 3, 2008
DJ

so finally my sister is getting merry tomorrow and its going to be a long day.

10/365
May 2, 2008
Light

9/365
May 1, 2008
Lights
Model: Cousin

Happy B-day Mom!!! So today is my mother B-day! We really didn’t do much because my dad is taking her out. I am not sure were jet. Lol

In other news I had a job interview but it was all the way in Long Beach in with it suck because I didn’t had a ride over there but all well but starting summer school I will start looking for a job and maybe I am thinking of selling some of my art work. All of this because I need money and a new camera but let see what happens.

8/365

April 30, 2008
School

Well today it was a really busy day. I had so much things to do for school that I really didn’t had time to do other work but in the end I finch with some of the stuff. I finish my work for photography in with I have to write a paper but that is easy. Also I had the chance to print one of my work in with is totally cool. Know I have something to put in my new room. Well I am going to leave you with this picture of my laptop.

7/365
April 29, 2008
Laptop

The smallest things are the best in life.......

6/365
April 28, 2008
Keys