Remember who you are...

To wake up next to you. And confirm that the images I saw on the back of my eyelids seconds before, have all been made real.

Things I Want In A Lover

Someone who will sing with me all the songs on the radio.

Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.
— Bob Marley

I think when you are young, you are hoping that this person will be the right one, the one you are going to be in love with forever but sometimes you want that so much you create something that isn’t really there.

Shirt

So I am thinking of making some shirts, I have already design some but they are not going to be out until maybe next yr or something.

You cannot go back in time, even if you wish it with every fiber of your being, your heart and soul, even if you think about it every day. Trust me. I know.

Some time I wonder if I ever going to meet the right person or if I was meant to be with someone. Some time I think I was meat to be with anyone, I have so much stuff I want to do with my life that I wonder if I ever going to have time for someone… but I know no matter what happen I will find someone, I am still young right know and I still want to enjoy my life to the fullest.

if you can't love me at my worst/you don't deserve me at my best

I finally clean my room after many weeks…lol. I found a new pair of brown DC pans with the tag on it, a brown Arizona shirt with the tag on it, my pica ruler, my stereo (which I need to put it on my car because I don’t want a CD player and I want the cassette so that I could put my Ipod.) and a new box of markets. Lol

Cool, now i could blog from my phone and i dont have to be online.

Poetry is the music of the soul, and, above all, of great and feeling souls