Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Here's Hopping

I drove past our IHOP by the baseball park and thought of you and smiled. Hell, I’m always thinking about you and smiling.
As you drift further into the past, my memory of you fractures and splinters until all I can clearly remember is not a picture but a feeling.
The best day of your life is the one on which you decide your life is your own. No apologies or excuses. No one to lean on, rely on, or blame. The gift is yours - it is an amazing journey - and you alone are responsible for the quality of it. This is the day your life really begins
It is strange that there should be so little reading in the world, and so much writing. People in general do not willingly read, if they can have any thing else to amuse them.
Actually, I think about you all the time. The stuff we did, the things that happened to us. The people we were. It was lovely for a long time, wasn’t it?

The first time we met

It's when you hold eye contact for that second too long or maybe the way you laugh. It sets off a flash and our memories take a picture of who we are at that point when we first know "This is love."

And we clutch that picture to our hearts because we expect each other to always be the people in that picture. But people change. People aren't pictures. And you can either take a new picture or throw the old one away.

I still think about you...

Monday, June 29, 2009

Triple Playful

I guess what upsets is there is no denying you made me happy, made me giggle, made me feel meaningful.

how i used to love this movie back in the days.

Things I Want In A Lover

Someone who makes my day, everyday.
A soulmate is someone who has locks that fit our keys, and keys to fit our locks. When we feel safe enough to open the locks, our truest selves step out and we can be completely and honestly who we are; we can be loved for who we are and not for who we’re pretending to be. Each unveils the best part of the other. No matter what else goes wrong around us, with that one person we’re safe in our own paradise. Our soulmate is someone who shares our deepest longings, our sense of direction. When we’re two balloons, and together our direction is up, chances are we’ve found the right person. Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life.
— Richard Bach
The truth is I gave my heart away a long time ago, my whole heart, and I never really got it back.
I think I like me
the me I can only be
when I am with you.
it may not always be so; and i say
that if your lips, which i have loved, should touch
another’s, and your dear strong fingers clutch
his heart, as mine in time not far away;
if on another’s face your sweet hair lay
in such silence as i know, or such
great writhing words as, uttering overmuch,
stand helplessly before the spirit at bay;

if this should be, i say if this should be—
you of my heart, send me a little word;
that i may go unto him, and take his hands,
saying, Accept all happiness from me.
Then shall i turn my face and hear one bird
sing terribly afar in the lost lands
Memory, the way we see it today, is a storage of codes that allow you to reconstruct information…

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Dear Old Chug

I miss you. So much. And I can’t drunk text you, so I drunk dearoldlove you instead.
When you meet someone, millions of things can happen after that moment. Whether or not they become a pillar in your life or just someone you met once, or they stay in your life for years on end or just for a moment, sometimes the factors don’t matter.

It can take a lifetime of memories, or even just a split second glance as you walked by them on the street.

Whether or not you ever knew them, sometimes you just don’t forget someone.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Cold Case

People always ask me whatever happened to you. I wish I knew.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009


Trace

I paused between the frozen foods and a table of fruit to enjoy a scent that reminded me of you.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Khak Me

I never go to Banana Republic to shop, but sometimes I’ll go because all the mannequins look like you and I know you’re wearing those clothes.

Monday, June 22, 2009

Loco

Every night while I lie in bed I hope a train doesn’t go by. It only reminds me of how you used to hold onto me a little tighter every time we used to hear one.
When will you notice that we're perfect? I have. They have. When will you?
You're the only person I truly believe, when you say "I want you forever".
you can (try to) erase someone from your mind. getting them out of your heart is another story.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Don't Feel Like It Should

I hate the fact that I loved you so much that even when you hurt me it felt so good.




Someday your prince charming will come. Mine just took a wrong turn, got lost, and is too stubborn to ask for directions.















Friday, June 19, 2009

NE_T T_ME

When I thought I was going to marry you, I knew how I wanted to propose: playing hangman at dinner.